10.22.2007

the firm

i just got done doing my first workout with "the firm." its a new set of dvd's that i just ordered and they come with hand weights. lets just say...it kicked my butt! i haven't worked out for an hour, that hard, in a looooong time! i feel like i just got out of the shower because i am sweating so much. eeewwwwww! it feels really good though! i know that the only way i am going to get my body toned again after having a baby, is if i really work my body. walking just isn't going to cut it. because i have a toddler, i only have certain times of the day that i can get my workout in. i have to be intentional and be consistent. thats the hardest thing for me. i hate working out and to do it at least 5 days a week is going to kill me.

my body needs this and i need this to help with increasing my confidence. ever since i had kyri, i have been sooo self-conscious of my body and i think about it everyday. i know outer appearance isn't everything, i just want to feel comfortable with my body again. for all of you that have had babies, you know what i mean. i never knew it was going to be this hard. for all my family and friends, hold me accountable to "the firm"! as funny as that sounds, i need it!

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